Some times all we need is a little desire.

ok.. back by popular demand.. haha..

llet's talk about desire.. what i learnt yester day was that sometimes all we need is a little desire!!

What happened yesterday was that Sangeek fell on her dislocated knee and was limping all the way.During pre-service prayer, Phyliss and me was praying for her.. and Sangeetha desired so much that she can jump and praise God.And God HEALED HER.

during this hols, I've become sorta dryer.and i began to read the Bible not to seek GOd but for the sake of just reading and sending a sms..

what I read a few days ago was that desire is important.God gives us wad we need..and sometimes we have more than we need. SO if we desire to do something,we can always do it..

LIke for me..I have 6 Bibles >.<, the eyesight to read, the IQ, even a note book and a pen to record down.. I don't lack anything..Desire..

some times we may even lack the resources,but when we have desire,prayer comes about..and resources will be given..

SOMETIMES ALL WE NEED IS A LITTLE DESIRE!

went to zhong hua's house!!then we lao yu sheng...lol..yu sheng wothout the yu and mian but subsitute with potato chips...haha..cool i love the steamboat not juz thee food but the fact we are all eating together...about the fact that i can serve my friends in small ways..:)

I can do all things through Christ who strenghthens me

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me

this verse has been impacting me through quite a few times including the time (last week) i ran 1.6 in abt 9,10 min..a feat for me coz i surpassed more than half the gals n for my size,i changed the kinetic particle theory upside down inside out..

and it came up ytd..a concidence?no i dont think so..i felt really convicted!!
first time serving in library ytd..it was cool!! everything,holding the keys,standing behind the counter,marking Rs as ppl return..may sound abit mundane but i guess when i'm doing what God wants me to do i feel joyous and excited!!

What is God's vision for me?

school starts

been a week ald since sch started..and been really hard working..haha..i'm pleased with my self!!:)

ytd got a study Bible from zh!! its so cool!! i love it:)

i think the roman solidier in matt,his faith was so simple,yet so strong..he believed dat everything was under Jesus control..so all Jesus had to do was say a word and the illness would be gone..understand that at that time,Jews were considered a little more than slaves to romans..so its unthinkable that Romans would worship a Jew..yet he did..he dared to be different and with great results!!

love yourself

went to sum guys blog today..a guy from campus ss..and frm my sch.. others may look at it and feel happy..i duno but i feel sad..he used to be a strong christian but for wadever reason he stopped gg to church..i cant think of a reason for me to not go to church..i love church..and i feel that he wasted his God-given talent..he could have done so much with God..no wonder God trains us first before giving us our talents..

it really breaks my heart when i read one of his posts saying that why cant he be satisfied with hisself for even one moment or smth liddat..well..he is fearfully and wonderfully made by God!! God loved him so so so much and he is a perfect boy that God wants him to be..God, provide him with love and understanding!! i didnt dare to tag his blog but i do hope that he will really know the plans God has for him..he is great they way he is..everyone is!! no matter handicapped, ugly, short, tall, skinny, fat, dark, pale..this is what God has given!!

i see so many people nowadays not being able to love themselves..i didnt..but know i know..i used to hate myself so much that i cut myself and do all that kinds of stuff..yr faces might be full of pimples, or u might have a diease but God is above all..He cures all,He loves all..

imagine if u are all perfect..beautiful,healthy,rich,smart..but are u then able to see the people around you? and suddenly a little bad thing happen, are you ready to fight against it? the bad looks you have think of it another way..be thankful for the things you have instead of complaining at the things you dont..really!! its that simple..love yourself!!

school reopening

finally!! i managed to figure out how to embed a playlist into my blog!! Yay!!

school reopening le..still not in the mood..cant belive dat the hols are almost over..better do smth abt my results..i wana work hard!!:)

sick..

funny the way i reached home ytd and my head started to hurt..
funny the way my stomach started to groan..

then i slept..napped..phy said headache is coz i din drink enough water..hmm..and my stomach start to hurt bad..thinking of the reasons..might be coz of the kfc i ate..coz it happened last time..i ate kfc and had a bad tummy ache..could be coz of the choc i ate..i duno

woke up..and found out it was not so funny after all..it was PAINFUL..it felt as tho my head was splitting into pieces..than it quietened down in there..went downstairs..ate dinner..and a hour later i ran to the toilet..quoting from zh who quoted from bro ri xiang "love is like diahorrea..it goes on and on" wasnt finding it funny then..

had a lay down..explored my hp functions..fell asleep..zzzz

woke up today and someone jabbed my head..okay no one did..but it felt like dat..rested for a while and it was ok..went down again.breakfast..and 30 min later ran to the toilet..thinking to myself if there was point eating..lol..then felt terribly weak..haha..so much better now..

keke...

29 dec

Went to my primary sch friend's house tsz kiu..tgt with emily..and we sorta created s band..tsz kiu plays the drums and piano..i play guitar..emily can sing tho she didnt..haha..it was cool!! but it lasted for only 1 hour..this was the only pic i took..happened that tsz kiu meet a fren aft that and she was such in a hurry she din even tie her shoe laces..and she walked pretty fast..i was lugging a guitar on my back summore sia..haha..


Then i had a date with phyliss at lot1..haha..she so funny..i booed her..coz i spotted her first before she did..and went to do her spects at emperor optics or smth liddat..and we pigged at kfc..and we kept laughing..

then we went over cck centre..to dental clinic..apperantly the guy who used to do braces retired..so we went all the way back..and phyliss was like,"huh..we gg to choose chicken for 2 hrs ah?"

so we explored lot1..went to kiddy palace..and admired barbie dolls (phe in love with them) and baby toys and clothing..they were pretty cute..had weird things like nose cleaner and glass milk bottles..phy said she will never buy piyo piyo stuff for her baby..hmm..lets see okay..walked all ard and laughed at funny,weird,the-not-so-funny stuff..we have weird sense of humor..

we bought socks for our hp..phy paid for mine..haha..3 socks in total,all striped!! nice?












then phy had to buy chicken..her ma told her to..and i say a whole new side of her-- the auntie side!! keke..

i painted my room..and i love it..kinda feel like how God feels when He made man.. painted on sunday..and still have some paint stuck under my feet..eww..

Thanks Guys!!

God: Thank you for being always there with me even if i knew it or not..for Your unfailing love..

Anyu: for the times you scolded me and taught me how to grow in God..I'm not in square 1 anymore!!

Edwin: for teaching me the guitar, i've really improved now!!

Elvin: for picking up my annoying calls and annoying me back..haha

Hui wen: for the times you helped me buy my lunch..

Jing wei: for writing encouragement cards..:)

Joey: for the funny things you wrote on your blog and the things you shared during cellgrp

Mu Xin: for the funny things you say yet only smiling..haha..

Phyliss: for teaching me to be obedient and also being there for me,haha..sorry for worrying you too!

Sangeetha: for the huggies!! haha.. and also staying awake during the camp,seeing if i needed anything

Shi ping: for the great squeezy huggies haha!!

Zhong hua: for being the one there for all of us,listening to me,picking up my calls and the hand band thinggy..haha sry..

Xiao han: for teaching me to the sensitive to the ppl ard me and nagging me to eat less tho i din like it haha..

Xiao ye: for loving me as a sister and sending those heart warming smses..

Xing yu:for running to grab sits and chatting with me on msn..

THANK God once more for giving me a wonderful cellgrp!! never wana be anywhere else!!

sick of sickness

i'm sick of sickness..seriously..why does the whole world fall sick at the same time?? hmm i wonder..been having stomache aches and headaches again..wondering if its the back-to-school syndrome..

yesterday and today,i've been seeking God's presence much more earnestly den i used to..i'm glad to say that i have been touched by His presence in my room!! its that uuummmmm and that ahhh feeling of peace love and joy..it moved me to tears wor.. i learnt that although a christian walk isnt easy with its bumps and humps..but God is preparing us,always ready there to be our shield and refuge!!!

and i also learnt that no matter how i feel,the presence of God can never leave me because God can be trusted in His promise that He will never leave us nor forsake us!!ah ha!! and you can never escape God's presence either!! its whether you feel it or not!!:)

the xmas bash that i cant go

today,there's supposed to the xmas bash at night..but hor..i cant go..why?my parents dun let lo..

sigh..i badly wana go..got my clothes ready...but i guess that there is a reason why God allowed my parents not to let me go..just that i don't know yet..just trying to hold back my tears..

cheerios

YI CAMP!!

so many to talk about..haha i disappeared for 3nights and 4days..lol..

DAY 1
reached RJC about 1 plus..we were early but i see so many ppl there liao..and we couldnt find the main entrance..thank God,edwin was there with us(total got me,xing yu,edwin, anyu, xiao ye,huiwen and joey) and he just jumped over the fence..coz the door cant only be opened from inside..so he open and we went in..registered and got the camp booklet..we got face paint on our faces..once again lazy to upload pics..den we went to our dorms..and thanks ah..we got to the 6th floor..not bad actually last year was the 7th..put down our stuff and went down again..

it was games..and xingyu's fever came back again so he din join us during games but he recovered the 2nd day..and the games were ok la..some quite disgusting..haha..like got one we need to use our mouth to get melon seeds which were scattered with flour..so we ended up with mouths full of flour..and flour plus water u get dough..so flour outside our mouths n dough inside..eww..i wanted to vomit la..haha..den after games we washed up..many ppl queuing for the toilet so we arranged the air beds first..in the end,there were 19 ppl in a room..it was squezy..barely any space to walk la..and coz not enough space,the 6girls (in my cell, me,anyu,sangeetha,shiping,huiwen, xiaoye) so we were splitted 3 oneside,the other 3 another side..i slept with sangeetha and anyu haha..

then we had night sermon..Pastor Glynn made it very pratical..is our past affecting us in doing God's will? "Once i was going to..and den i left"
no such thing as staying dere for so long and not moving on..this is wad life is about:)
night disscusion and lights out at 11.30..

problem was,i couldnt sleep..i did actually for 30 min when phyliss came in the room and went "sangeetha sangeetha!!" alot of ppl woke up,except sangeetha X.x irony..haha..den i got up..found out that phy wanted tribe flag which was with sangeetha..i woke her up(she was still half asleep) and asked her where was it..she told me she don rmb..ZZZ..den she told me in the sling bag..got it and gave to phyliss and couldnt sleep after dat..lol..walked around sat on my bed..till anyu sat up and asked me why dun wan sleep..i finnally fell asleep at 2 plus..paiseh anyu..sorry for waking u up during the night la..haha..


DAY 2
woke up..washed up..and went down stairs..did QT and shared about what we learnt ate noddles for breakfast..den went for session 2..Pastor asked us if we really wanted God's presence..if we did,we had to make an effort..he was funny..den during the praise and worship..i could really feel God there..He was also singing to me..His love for me..I felt really loved and peaceful..den i cried..

After dat we had games..it was something like cluedo..mat selmat was missing..might be dead might be alive..and one of the suspect had super power X.x..and we were supposed to play a game and question a suspect..and it was quite confusing and i din really get it..den we were supposed to come up with wat we think really happened..sheesh..the real story is very unrealistic..mat selamat got turned into a nasi lemak by a taxi driver??haha..

bathed..and had session3..it was about God can use me!! God is not controlled by time..it is hard to understand but our brains very small mah..coz God is now when i was born,He is also where He first made humaninty named adam and eve,He is also in my death bed..we know ppl and ourselves based on our past..but God noes us based on our future..coz He is already there!!so why worry when God has already confirmed it?haha..it was cool!!!

at night..we had disscusion den sangeetha was saying she couldnt feel God coz the pain from her foot rot was consuming her and she was very painful..so we prayed for her and told her to try and stand..but she stood up too fast,felt faint and fell back..we were rushed up to bed while phyliss n huiwen took care of her..i was really shocked la..and i din brush my teeth dat night..heh..after awhile,sangeetha came back..and we slept..


DAY 3
everyone was tired and hungry i guess..so while phyliss was discussing devotion few of us really paid attention..she was quite angry coz she tot that we didnt respect God..i was guilty too..
we ate breakfast and went for session 4..

It shows that a Christian life is not easy..we hear ppl against christians..but with God,anyhting's possible:)

this is when the drama for me started..lol..had lunch..but i suddenly had stomach wind so i din eat..haha..den we had war games at bishan park..i din join lol..same reason..anyu had fever but she still played..i guess it was quite fun but the rules were confusing me..

washed up den dinner..again i din eat..lol..but i drank coffee..stupid mistake..den it was session 5..we didnt write anything coz pastor wanted us to listen carefully..and i forgot most part of it coz i was feeling sick..den i started to pant..really hard..it was a few moments then phyliss realised..she and jingwei (he was in medic) helped me out..wasnt clear what happened but zhong hua appeared and a chair appeared behind me and jingwei called sister pin fen (she's a qualified nurse:)) and said i had hypertention or something liddat?dont rmb..coz i drank coffee on empty stomach and the caffine is making my heart pump real fast and making me breatheless..jing wei disappered and they were trying to calm me down..i started to shiver like crazy..and zh ran up and down to get things for me..haha thanks zh!!:) and sister pin fen asked for vico(choco malt drink) he got out vicks(for flu)!! lol..and he got a paper bag for me to control my breathing..and it stank a bit..haha and i felt faint..after the hoo ha..i calmed down abit..

but den hor i felt quite weak so phyliss and sister pin fen helped me up to my bunk (rest were still at service) and phyliss couldnt find my bunk!! thanks ah..finally found it..sat down..try and calm down again and lie down..sis pin fen left..called my ma..(she wants me to call every nite but i din tell her wad happened) and was talking to phyliss till i start shiver again..i was freaking out myself..another medic came..calmed down..lie and ppl start coming into the room coz i was almost lights out..got agitated and couldnt breathe..phyliss tried to calm me(btw,phyliss cant be a nurse..she cant find my pulse..lol)half way sis pinfen came in again..with another medic i think..and took my pulse..and asked me wan go hospital or clinic..i was like nononononono..haha..den aftr dat i slept..sangeetha and anyu din really slept well i guess..only i sleep like a pig..heh

DAY 4
started to shiver like a hp on silent mode..teeth started to chatter like mad..and i panic coz the rest went out to brush teeth..(i din brush on 3rd night n 4th morning lo..eee) den sangeetha came back..tried to calm me..but couldnt..waited till anyu shiping they all were back den called phyliss..phy came..proped me up on the chair..hoo ha again..den i was helped down stairs..i was wondering how anyu got the strength to support my heavy body by herself..haha..sangeetha helped we took lift..halfway i stopped walking coz i shivered and breathless..finally reached cantheen.din eat breakfast or lunch..

during sermon i stood up and praised God..after dat i could walk by myself again!!:)haha..


cool camp but i din prepare myslef before that i guess..:) looking foward to next year!!:)

It Stinks Here!!

IT STINKS HERE!! they stopped from painting outside and now inside..the smell is strong n bad..they dun support ouderless paint haha

yesterday me my dad n my bro did a very radical walk in my opinon..3.8km!! to lot1, just for kfc!! coz my ma took the car..she had com lesson..and we wanted to go out to eat..n my dad says dat dun take bus..so by the time we reached there,we stank badly..so if we couldnt get a seat,all we had to do was to raise our hands and expose our arm pits..hehe.. fortunate for them,there were seats..haha..

and i mixed cheese,plus leftover salad and chili sauce and ice and fries and mug..haha..i took a pic but lazy to upload..haha.. okay going, going gone..byess

I forgot the dates these days

i keep forgetting things like what day is today and the dates..haha..soo err today is like tuesday ninth is it??wait, no that was ytd..oh so today is 10th haha..

been rotting at home these days,went library ytd,and on mon was rotting at home with family
i think mon was the first time my dad din have to go to work on a public holiday..he keep saying market bad..

my parents is in the car line,and because of economy,environmental and the cost of the paper work gg down, they are not only not earning,but losing money actually..haha..they have savings so that's how i mange to still go korea..so my dad has been gg to other means to get the dollars..dun think slant la..he's been in the stock market..every morning every night on the com..sometimes frustrated..once he even brought the computer to the toliet..

in my last post i said that they were looking at apartments..there is a possibility i might move to a smaller house and further..but i'm quite confused..first they say want for retirement..den say market bad..den say our communication not good like have to shout to get ppl down to eat..and they tell my bro that might not buy(my bro enthu on buying that condo coz we went to the showrm and got the jucuzzi and its for display only,not as if it will really be given to u..) and also have painters coming over to paint my house now..my dad say might go into HDB..heck..its confusing me..

let it be just God's will coz i noe that HE's in control of these things..and its minor..no matter moving not moving,i still have a roof:)

erm..3 in 1

this is a 3 in 1 post! i'm being lame.. 3 in 1 means 3 days in 1 post.. lalala.. btw,seriously i need some tags in my tag board X.x

fRiDaY
huifang came..and she was so captured by my bangala bf --namely my guitar..haha.. muhuahua.. lazy upload pics,u wan pics,go her blog,its in my links hehe..plain lazy..
and after sharing, (i was disappionted actually, huifang,believe me, i was nervous before u came.. long reason) we play lo.. my bro kept bugging us to play hide and seek.. haha my ma scolded him when she got home(i tattled on him XP)
so xbox and we almost spoilt the remote...and we pillow fight..the irony was she wanted to squeeze me and i wanted to push her off the bed..(the bed was kao the wall see) but duno where she got the super strength from,she push the bed away while on the bed so i fell and faced the wall X.x.. i 1st timer la..dun liddat

sAtUaRdAy
yay, cell outing..i was so excited i couldnt sleep and i told elvin to tell me a bed time story..which was dumb idea
His story: "Once upon a time, dere was a little gal called verlyn, hu is not as cute as a little boy called Elvin.. to be continued"
everyone,say bleugh!! please lo,there is none as cute as verlyn koh aka pooh..lalalalala..
so we went to sangeetha's house,to cook..haha.. and i cried,literally,i was chopping onions okayyyy? wah nvr knew i had dat much endurance.and her dog was fat!! no offence lol..
and den we disappered from her house at 1..din get to eat the food we cooked..lol..i at 3 pieces of tou fu at least..den leaving sangeetha,anyu,xin yu, shi ping behind,we went to jp..and we wanted to play frisbee when it went drip drip drip!! Argh!!
so we went to watch bolt..and i felt like i was chopping onion,so gan dong..haha..and the start got alot of loud noise so i clung unto phyliss arm and she was like its cartoon!!
i dan xiao can?? den we walk walk..go to toys r us and i realised dat me n phyliss were walking slower den jia an who was 4!! he's supposed to be the one attracted?
went home and phy can't decide wad to eat..haha

sUnDaY
nth much..went to look for appartments with family afty gg to visitmy grand ma..dun ask me why...lol.

ok gtg eat le
bb:)

I Seriously Can't Believe I'm Blogging Again!!

let me repeat that, I Seriously Can't Believe I'm Blogging Again!!

haha,been so long,i see cobwebs hanging all over the ceiling,actually its everywhere!! the last post was like when? last year??!!? lolz!!

came back from korea,here's some pics (dun get jealous X.x)

i look like ba zhang x.x

sliding whootz!!

mona lisa!!

She's cutting sashmi that isnt washed!! its live abalone and my dad juz chowed on it..eewww

mmmm.. Bearry good!!

a lion? with many wives!!

haha..was fun but cold..and came back,singaopore was hot hot!! now there's currently painting at my house..repainting it la..anyone offer to help me paint my room?? my ma told me to do it myself X.x.. thinking of painting it blue :) maybe add a cloud here and there?

oh!!and YI CAMP coming!! weee!! cant wait!! been looking foward to it since the beginning of the year!!

oh btw,thanks phyliss for yr support, you're the best!! :) Jia you and study hard wors!! i'll pray hard too!! :)

yay last major paper todae..exam is unofficailly over!!bud for me is over liao..:) now i can relax...well sort of..phy sae still muz clock 15 hrs lehs...haha....well...things gg smoothly,i loved pastors sermon the dae b4...super interesting leh..

the 3 things needed for His presence felt daily

-longing for His presence

-obedience

-n hungry for more..

i wan memorise this things bud sumhow,my memory no gd...haha... so i put as my hp wall paper worx...haha yup..

oh n c ell grp gave me a cool bag..i love it man..thanks guys!! its BLUEY summore hee...

heys!!its 1 dae aft my bdae..dis is the worst bdae i eva had..my ma juz gimme one ang bao...why? coz she no time to buy for me..sad rite?stupid lor..sigh...wad to do? hope this font is much better to c..hey those ppl having exams..jiayous!!have nth much to sae..bbyes...

yayayayay its my bdae!!i love bdaes!!onli my dad n bro n maid gimme presents!!like dis is the most miserable bade i ever had!!lolz...haha im in com lessson nw..so have time to blog...i really hope dat i'll still get a new guitar!!i tink i use my savings to go buy a new one :) yay!! haha..the tag bored is bored....sum 1 pls tag!! love u guys!! haha..maths paper tml..gt to study..i gt a PMP frm dad ---a combanation of MP3,MP4 and game player..quite cool!!bud quilty quite lousy!!! zzz :) weeeeee... its my bdae... lets sing a song!!

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me-ee,
happy birthday to me!

God is blessing me now,
God is blessing me now,
God is blessing me no-ow
God is blessing me now..

yay!! *claps*
sheesshh..its more fun to sing together.. :) lol
this morning,i gt sms frm ppl wishing me happy bdae..anyu send me at 12.07am
haha noty anyu nvr sleep early!! den phyliss send me sms at 6.20..
den xiaohan send me sms at 6+ oso..den gt an unknown sender at 5.45am i have no idea hu it is..btw,thank u all!! :) gtg...bb